the brightest hypocrite

the brightest hypocrite

i cannot see the distance
i cannot see the shore
it seems i've lost the sky
and i can't find the floor

i am in the middle
and i am insecure
i am the brightest hypocrite
and i am what i fear

i cannot find the sunshine
i cannot find the cloud
it seems i've lost the limelight
deep inside the crowd

i'm a broken instrument
i'm a wretched noise
i am now the feedback
deafening my poise

i am not the desert
i am not the beach
i'm not quite the devil
and i'm not yet out of reach

now i can see the light
now i can feel the sea
it seems i've gained my vision
and grace has rescued me